Maybe judging me because I have an attitude and often carry a shitty attitude is easy. But for the most part, you as a judge are right! Cool right? Sitting in front of countless psychiatrists only to lie and show them nothing more that some general confusion, the lies about the things that take place in my head are strictly my business. Only now do I get to say that there are things that I have hidden from reality that everyone else sees only for my own "benefit." It is laughable. I am financially burdened among other "setbacks" and could hardly provide reasons as to my little life that is in desperate need of so much defense. It is sad that the world wants everyting from me, yet attempting to pry into the depths of my brain with doctors and other various forms of trickery only do nothing more than push me back further. Bottom line is I am entitled to information privacy, especially in the areas of medicine. Certain things are just never going to be rationalized or understood because whathas gone down on paper is partially true at best.